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blogged on , Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Already few days... I couldn't fall asleep. Can someone else tell me what is the reason? It make me feel so down. I gonna become a big 'panda' soon. What can I do?

During this short holidays, I had thought a lot of ours problems and what actually happen to us recently. I really feel that we couldn't stay well together. What is the problems that caused this to happen? Each time you throw this on me, "you're the one who caused it to happen!"

I think we live in two different type of world. You got your own thinking but I also have my own feeling. Ours thinking and concern are totally different. What I thought is important but you will just treat it like a joke. Last time, you would respect me and be more considerate but now you treat my patient towards you like a behove. As time goes on, you ask for more and more. The reason I chosen you is because I thought we have same target and we able to help each other in our life. But now, it seem like it is only my own wishful thinking. In fact, you look more cheerful and happy without my appearance. *You don't need me in your life*

"Distant keep us apart, Time brought us together" --- This is what you wrote to me. Now, I can't sense time brought us together. I only can sense that time will keep us as far as it can...

"Every moment spend with you, Is the moment i treasure" --- I wonder you still remember this. I also can't feel any moment that I spend with you, you would treasure. It is just like I'm bothering you.


There is a gap between us until I can't reach you. I really don't know what can I do in order to maintain the relationship. I feel kinda tired and no more stamina to continue. No matter how much I try, you'll never know, and I get nothing in return but only those hurting words and hits.




~~~Please tell me what to do~~~
open one eye and close another one????
do not care about it???

*endless love towards you*



simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/9:00 AM}