blogged on , Wednesday, July 30, 2008
The day you went away
Im sad that i lost you
You leave me without saying anything
I cant even have the chance to say bye
I regret that I didn't treat you as good as I can
when you still alive
Because of YOU
I had change a lot
I can't accept the fact
that you leave me, You leave all of us
There are a lot of promise between us
that I haven't fulfill
I lose my smile
I lose my happiness
No one can be better than YOU
You are always so caring and patient
And I feel so touch
Each night,
you came into my dream
I feel happy that I sense you're with me
I cried when I awake
I remember your words, smile, kindness
I miss you so much
I will never forget the moment with YOU
Each time I think of you
I will burst into tears
YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART!!!
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/5:58 AM}
blogged on , Tuesday, July 29, 2008
我的心好难受，呼吸也不正常，失去了往常
的协调。我很纳闷，也不知该如何是好。害
怕与恐惧感真的好难受。此时此刻的我就只
能自己默默的承担这一切。我好懊恼，很烦
，事情一波又一波的接着发生。
各方面的压力不尽使我喘不过气，还令我想
逃避这一切！我看不见光芒，我看不见希望
，这条路真的好黑暗好黑暗，我却独自一人
。我好害怕，好害怕！
我还真的希望在我最脆弱的时候，会有那么
一个值得信赖的人出现，照亮着我，陪伴我
，不让我孤独一人面对这一切。这样的祈求
是否太奢侈？还是我太天真？这世界就是残
酷的，人是自私的，没有人会因为你的遭遇
而同情你。地球是圆的，也不会因为你的生
死，而停止转动！！！真的是可笑！
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/6:37 AM}
blogged on , Sunday, July 27, 2008
我祈求的
是简单的快乐
慰问，呵护，疼爱
我却
贪心的
要多了一点
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/4:12 AM}
深夜
寒风阵阵
寂寞在呼唤
微弱的余光
无法温暖
我的心
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/4:02 AM}
blogged on , Thursday, July 24, 2008
A list of all things that I need to:
- be a nice girl --- "人见人爱"
- be happy all the time --- "小丑精神"
- be generous --- "不拘小节"
- be relax --- "苦中作乐"
- appreaciate -- "知足"
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/9:24 AM}
blogged on , Wednesday, July 23, 2008
男女的不同
女人可以为了一个男人放弃整个世界
男人却为了整个世界而放弃一个女人
一旦爱上了，女人全心全意为男人付出
男人却不会为了一棵树而放弃整片森林
名花有主的女人不能和其他异性来往是理所当然
名花有主的男人与其他异性来往却是理所当然
女人为男人任劳任怨是应该
女人对男人的要求却是无理取闹
女人体谅男人是必然与一种须要
男人体谅女人是过分与不合理
女人小气就应当是小气
男人小气却说成关心
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/5:53 AM}
blogged on , Tuesday, July 22, 2008
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/12:22 PM}
Corporations and Partnership Law
Financial Accounting 2
Finance and Investments
Quantitative method in business
It's gonna start soon!!!!
Count down = 5 days
SEM 3, I'm coming.... The feeling now is confused. What should I do? WHAT can I DO? The first time I got a feeling of cower. I need a place for me to hide.
Everything in my heart had mix up. I lost my sense...
*I need some strength*
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/11:56 AM}
Already few days... I couldn't fall asleep. Can someone else tell me what is the reason? It make me feel so down. I gonna become a big 'panda' soon. What can I do?
During this short holidays, I had thought a lot of ours problems and what actually happen to us recently. I really feel that we couldn't stay well together. What is the problems that caused this to happen? Each time you throw this on me, "you're the one who caused it to happen!"
I think we live in two different type of world. You got your own thinking but I also have my own feeling. Ours thinking and concern are totally different. What I thought is important but you will just treat it like a joke. Last time, you would respect me and be more considerate but now you treat my patient towards you like a behove. As time goes on, you ask for more and more. The reason I chosen you is because I thought we have same target and we able to help each other in our life. But now, it seem like it is only my own wishful thinking. In fact, you look more cheerful and happy without my appearance. *You don't need me in your life*
"Distant keep us apart, Time brought us together" --- This is what you wrote to me. Now, I can't sense time brought us together. I only can sense that time will keep us as far as it can...
"Every moment spend with you, Is the moment i treasure" --- I wonder you still remember this. I also can't feel any moment that I spend with you, you would treasure. It is just like I'm bothering you.
There is a gap between us until I can't reach you. I really don't know what can I do in order to maintain the relationship. I feel kinda tired and no more stamina to continue. No matter how much I try, you'll never know, and I get nothing in return but only those hurting words and hits.
~~~Please tell me what to do~~~
open one eye and close another one????
do not care about it???
*endless love towards you*
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/9:00 AM}
blogged on , Friday, July 11, 2008
我真的不知道我到底做错了什么，他要这样来对待我。一次又一次的重覆着，仿佛永无止境。这个恶梦还需要维持多久，我也不清楚。只有当事人才晓得。
我真的希望有个我向往的日子，开开心心的过日子。他却无法满足我的要求。
我一次又一次的不在乎，却成为了他得寸进尺的理由。我的仁慈就成了伤害我最痛的利刃，真是讽刺！这就叫咎由自取，难听一点的就叫“活该”。
就只怪自己笨，最后还得来一句“你没头脑”！
教训：待人过多的好会成为对方的理所当然！
忠告：请不要把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上！
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/12:30 PM}
2006 & 2008
GET READY
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2008
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What is the conclusion?
Am i look different with two years before?
i think so...
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/9:47 AM}
blogged on , Thursday, July 10, 2008
Things need to be done:
- Drink at least 2litres water per day
- Sleep before 11pm
- Eat as much as I can
- Become fat
- Save money
- Clean my room
- Wash my clothes
- Prepare clothes for SEM 3
- Buy a new shoe
- Buy a new bag
- Relax and fold my lucky star
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/4:52 AM}
blogged on , Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Argh... feeling sick now. I guess i had a little of fever as i can't sleep for whole night. Problems.. problems.. problems.. that conquer me non stop. i wonder when it will disappear from me...
*Doctor, can you give some medicine that can make me unconscious for a period of time?*
i guess no such doctor will allow their patient to do that... this is always an immature and negative thinking of me. For me, to avoid those problems, sleep will be a best way. During sleeping time, you will be totally separate from reality, that you wont know what is happening. Sleeping is always a good medicine for me in whatever problems. but now i cant even sleep. Why so cruel? Why wanna take away my only medicine that help me better?
*endless tear *
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/9:47 PM}
blogged on , Monday, July 7, 2008
音乐的旋律，
是如此的美妙，
令人情绪波动。
人生的旅途，
遇上挫折重重，
令人哭笑不得。
爱情的海洋，
充满酸甜苦辣，
令人又爱又恨。
simply ♥ LOVE crown ! {/7:19 AM}